Time from time,many factors and events in life wear us and hurt us too easily.
Hence it is so easy to fall down to cynism(comes from the wrd cynic,coz I dont think there is such a word as cynism),despair and blah blah blah.

It is important yet not easy(But not not possible) to stay positive at all times.

Refuse to let things bring me down,I have to keep reminding myself what I wanted to do.

1. A serious line in an education industry. You may or may not agree that this is for me,sometimes I have no real idea either.But as long as I am into it still, you can only choose to stand by my decision or just dont do anything at all.
2. And so a line in childcare line plus a few assignments to keep the dough sufficient
3. Take up an aerobics class at a good CC or go for those CC gyms.
4. Be able to sponser for a needy kid in those poor countries.
5. Volunteer for those needy?Preferably for the orphans or the animals.Though every needy is equally needy of any help and a peice of love extended.
6. Off strike any streak of inconfidence inside me.(which probably takes a life time.Well..bit by bit,streak by streak.)
7. Have enough time,money and spirit to explore the cookery genes that my parents left me.(if any)
8. Be nicer to my brothers.
9. One day..have the kinda money to really do what I wanted to do to my body since young.(ou will not know..)
10. Seeing myself as a happy,blissful and be content of who I am in the days down the road of my life. (and really never give a damn of whatever others may think of me,unless it is really bad or wrong.)